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How I wish my drawing could be made into a poster in the MRT. And if u have not guessed what the photo depicted, it’s an angry, short,pink, girl(which is me) and a tall,happy,rich, pole leaner.
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Rich, high ranked worker(s) who do not know manners is a total turn-off. There was once, a lady clad in black coat, very well dressed, COACH  bag, but…was a POLE LEANER.
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Where has all the courtesy go? I think Singapore can stop coming up with "Courtesy is the Best Policy" or "Be Kind. Pls Move to The Rear. Thank You" kind of posters. They should put up posters like my drawing(up there) instead.
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Whoever agrees with me, raise up your hand.
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This crowded MRT matter actually lead to this as well:


To be continued when FS recovered from Idk what. You know, FS has mood swings too.
31 August 2008. 10:01am (that reminds me of Ramadan tonight)

Yeah,whatever. I do have people saying that I am childish, although I’m 17 years old. But let me question you this; You want to mature so fast for what?? Being a kid is the best damn thing lor. And I’m not acting cute. I’m just born to mature rather late on certain things.
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When people ask me "why do you love pink?", I’ll reply "I think pink represents virginity". BUT, that doesn’t mean that when I grow older, married, already have a kid, I can’t like pink anymore lah.
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Aiyah. Don’t bother asking me ‘why?’. I think you all will start scratching your head after listening to my explanation.
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Anyhow, I’ve been eye-ing this Hello Kitty calculator to place it at work, for a few months. Bought it and now it’s nicely placed on my desk. 
                     
Even my colleague said it’s damn cute lah okay!
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I am not a big fan of Hello Kitty cartoon shows. I just love their items. They always come in lively colours.
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I want sidekick phone…! But tkde duet.. Bile nak gaji eh…
25 August 08. 6:22pm

Having been running around for a few hours, I guess it will be great to ‘take 20′. That means, freedom after that 20 minutes are over.
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I arranged the items on my messy table with new items that Lukman and his mother gave me yesterday. Take a look:-
                 
That AVON coin box and AVON red bag were given to me by Lukman and his mother. I did not know what to do with it initially so I brought it to work this morning, hoping that I could make full use of it. And yes I did. I removed all of my stationaries from the cute container that my colleague bought for me,and transferred them to the red hand-carry bag. I did not know what to do with the coin box though. So I put it by a corner as a decoration to my plain table.
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My colleague was saying that she just realised how my table is filled with pink stuff. *laughs*
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As what I have complained in my previous entry, I do not like coming to work anymore. Therefore, besides the kids, I need something else to make me look forward to come to work and stick my butt to this swivelling chair instead of always going out for fresh air and ended up,not completing work for the day.
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I have a lot of free time now so let me explain. The photos in the photo-frame will always remind me the reason why I am here,at work. The pink colour frame is to just make me happy and cheery each time I looked at it. The blur furry pen given by my cousin is just amazing. It is light and damn feathery. How I love feathery stuff!Unfortunately,it’s the only blue on my desk. The rest of the do-not-need-to-mention items being pink, will always make me want to touch them and yeah…go to work just to touch them. *???*
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Okay you know what? I LOVE GOING TO WORK NOW! *smiles widely*
21 August 2008. 5:29pm

I do not know. Maybe I have been right all along and ended up this way. Or maybe I have been making nothing right at all but I improvised myself that makes me where I am now.
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I hate coming to this place. I love it initially. But now,I do not know. I ain’t quitting. Definitely no. All because I have no where to go if I quit. Though I know, I can always, anytime, turn back to my recent jobs.
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This place makes me sleepy. And I am in this place right now. I can’t get out. I am stuck. I have about 47 minutes to freedom.
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The reason why I come back everyday is because of them:

These kids(plus most of them not in pictures), welcomed me warmly each time they saw me.
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Nadia Tay: A tiny,little girl who loves clinging on to me. She reminds me a lot of,Bebe,my youngest sister.
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Oh Wen Ting: Someone who is so naughty yet so sweet.
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Haifaa: Someone so honest and humble. Your humble soul totally makes me feel that I am so disgusting. Why? Because I have never met a small girl as humble as you.I was not even like you when I was 8 years old. I am not as kind as what you wrote about me. Miss Ju is very jahat,really.
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Kelly(QiQi) and Kemmy: You girls remind me so much of me and my best friends. Wherever there is Kelly,there will be Kemmy. Good luck in your friendship okay. May you Barbies last forever,like how I want my friendship with all my BFFs to be.
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And my other lovely kids. There are just too many of them that I could not possibly state all.
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This is the question: Where did I go right? I want to be a permanent teacher. What am I doing in a media world now? I want to get out of this cocoon.
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Maybe the best is,to countdown the days that I will be getting my dip. And then I will proceed on with advanced dip. And then I will get engaged. To teaching.
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BUT,the problem is…..oh,shut up Ju. The only problem is you do not want to move your lazy ass around!
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And by the way, I can’t believe time flies so fast!

20 August 08. 6:08pm

I am definitely bored at work so I guess I can blog about all the birthday parties that I’ve been attending to.

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The 1st birthday party that I went to was Fatin’s 17th birthday. What I love most about her birthday was her cakes! There were 3 cakes altogether. Although Lukman and I managed to only taste 2 out of the 3, we did not regret anything. After all, Lukman was enjoying his favourite beef stick and I was enjoying my jelly.

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And I’m referring to those kiddy jellies. Don’t offer me ‘agar-agar’. I will throw it away.

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Anyhow, photos were taken using Fatin’s camera. And I have not asked from her yet.

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The following weekend was Trish, my schoolmate, birthday. Her food were delicious. Again, I went with Lukman and it was unfair how he ate Indian food better than me and he,too,can speak Hindi,just like Trish’s family. wth.

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Whatever it is, there were Briyani, Naan, Gulap Jamun, Tandoori Chicken, Green Chilli Sambal,etc. They were nice! =D Okay, pictures!

Above: Trish and I.
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Above(L-R) : Dimple, Pretty, Trish, Me (a.k.a cute. hahahah!)

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Then, the following week was National Day. I did not celebrate it at all. Ok,maybe I did. It was at work. I was enjoying myself, singing along during the…sing-a-long session? At the same time, I was reminiscing times when I was in secondary school, hosting National Day event with my best friend, Daniel. Oh well… OKAY,a photo taken with my 2 lovely colleagues; Shila and Ming Ming.

Above(L-R): Me, Shilah, Ming Ming.

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Okay,you know what? I am too lazy to elaborate about each event already. So,just view the pictures okay?

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Uwais’ Birthday.

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Nephew Mahadi, Abah, Cik Pau, Abang Amy,(I forgot,who else?) Birthday.

Above:Niece Puteri Amira Huru’in.
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Daniel’s Birthday! (only photos of the day.To view all pictires, please refer back to "Birthday after Birthday (Part 1)" )

Above: Taken after all the mopping of whipped cream and Hershey’s chocolate syrup!
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19 August 08. 5:33pm

I shall let the pictures do the talking first as I am busy to elaborate more about the day.

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Daniel’s Birthday.

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19 August 08. 1:11pm

Just an option in the menu? Okay, I’ll order that. Thank you very much,Miss…?

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Just when I thought that secondary school life is over. They are right. Do not question me who are "they". I am just referring to most people who loves to use cliche words. Like,"history repeats itself".

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I can’t believe that you’re turning like "them",Jumaliyah. *tsk tsk tsk*

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I thought I would never have to meet last-minute-change or last-minute-cancel kind of person ever again. But what’s the result of me being too picky in choosing a friend? history repeats itself.

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You know what was in the menu? Lukman. I’m going to kill and eat him later. yumm yumm.

17 August 08. 10:43am.

I don’t know. I am thankful that AT LEAST I have a proper job now. But most of the time, I am starting to get bored of it.

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Especially today(and tomorrow). PSLE oral. Of all the positions, I am given security duty. It is damn boring! And if you had known me well, you’ll know I am someone who can’t sit for about 2 freaking hours without doing anything. YES, nothing at all!

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Now THAT brought me back to O Level’s prelim. I slept throughout my Additional Maths paper. And duhhh,I got zero for it. You see, A.Maths was just not and will never ever be my cup of tea. I am not the ‘numbers’ kind of person.

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So,this time round,for security,since I can’t sleep(but I still did try to steal some though),I brought my mp3. The earpiece wire was inside my clothing and i cover the earpiece with my long hair. My Fergie, Rascal Flatts, Duffy, Jason Mraz, Timbaland, Chris Brown, Celine Dion, etc shall fill my boring hours. Genius girl. Very smart.

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Oh,got to go again. 2nd round of PSLE oral.

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Gerrrek kaper. -___-

14 August 2008. 10:15am

Now,you see how addictive blogs are? It made the desktop/laptop/PDA/anything that has internet connection, lagged as slow as a snail,that you just got bored of updating and decide to delete it away. But because you have been blogging for so long, you kind of missed your blog and sharing with the world bits and pieces about your life. It’s like an ex girlfriend/boyfriend. They made u sick of them that you decide to dump them. Then they made you missed them.

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Maybe that has never occurred to you. But being someone who is unfortunately, emotional, I do feel that way sometimes. And I must admit that I hate blogging. But I just can’t help my fingers.

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And,another reason is because I promised my best friend,Nadzirah,that I will revive my blog. So, here’s for you. *smiles*

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However,the same blog-collecting-dusts process will recur. Because you see,work is easy, but bulky(not as in,’big’.But there is too much work given). School is for a short period of time, but stressful(that’s how I feel). 

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I am not a full-time student! So, do not trouble yourself in coming up with your own conclusions and answers to the question which keeps popping in your mind after doing the math of my young age. You know what I mean, questions like; "Why the hell does she want to work at such a young age?" and "Can she cope?". Well, I will not say that all of my readers are going to ask themselves that. But I have been having a lot of busybodies asking me the two questions over and over again. Unless I really feel that you readers should know, I will speak. If not, it is none of your business. Muchas gracias.

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Oh,and then again,like I have mentioned before; Face it. (most)Bloggers only blog about complaints.

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P/S, If you have been one of my faithful readers and you sensed that more complains are coming, I thanked you for taking the time to read and bye-bye.

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13 August 2008. 4:42pm