Where did I go right?
I do not know. Maybe I have been right all along and ended up this way. Or maybe I have been making nothing right at all but I improvised myself that makes me where I am now.
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I hate coming to this place. I love it initially. But now,I do not know. I ain’t quitting. Definitely no. All because I have no where to go if I quit. Though I know, I can always, anytime, turn back to my recent jobs.
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This place makes me sleepy. And I am in this place right now. I can’t get out. I am stuck. I have about 47 minutes to freedom.
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The reason why I come back everyday is because of them:
These kids(plus most of them not in pictures), welcomed me warmly each time they saw me.
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Nadia Tay: A tiny,little girl who loves clinging on to me. She reminds me a lot of,Bebe,my youngest sister.
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Oh Wen Ting: Someone who is so naughty yet so sweet.
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Haifaa: Someone so honest and humble. Your humble soul totally makes me feel that I am so disgusting. Why? Because I have never met a small girl as humble as you.I was not even like you when I was 8 years old. I am not as kind as what you wrote about me. Miss Ju is very jahat,really.
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Kelly(QiQi) and Kemmy: You girls remind me so much of me and my best friends. Wherever there is Kelly,there will be Kemmy. Good luck in your friendship okay. May you Barbies last forever,like how I want my friendship with all my BFFs to be.
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And my other lovely kids. There are just too many of them that I could not possibly state all.
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This is the question: Where did I go right? I want to be a permanent teacher. What am I doing in a media world now? I want to get out of this cocoon.
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Maybe the best is,to countdown the days that I will be getting my dip. And then I will proceed on with advanced dip. And then I will get engaged. To teaching.
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BUT,the problem is…..oh,shut up Ju. The only problem is you do not want to move your lazy ass around!
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And by the way, I can’t believe time flies so fast!
20 August 08. 6:08pm
